I feel like I'm re-living a nightmare... Watching someone you love move on to someone else. The biggest irony of all... One person's happiness causing another so much pain... Of course, I realize that I can not hold anyone responsible for my happiness (or lack there of) but myself... And still... Why is it that the person who has caused us so much pain is the only person we want to be soothed and comforted by? And who also happens to be the person we need to stay away from the most? And it's not like you're not happy for them, because you really are, you just don't want their happiness to be rubbed in your face... You don't wanna know... Because you want to be happy too... But instead you feel alone, left out, thrown to the curb, left in the dust, replaced, broken... And you start questioning... Did you mean anything to them at all? Was any of it real? Why was I not good enough...?
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You are TOTALLY worth it. Don't let someone (anyone!) make you question that. You know who you re and what you want and you have Someone who values you like His last breath. You are so beautiful and strong. :) <3
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