Set Me Free

I wish I could tell you and not say a word
My thoughts fly out to you on silent wings of a bird
My message is simple: I want it to end
I would much rather have you as just a friend

I want to explain, somehow make you see,
But my reasons are even confusing to me...
Tangled up in emotion, guilt ridden with shame,
If you walk away from me, I'll take the blame

I don't want to use you, nor do I want to be used
I know if I reject you, your ego will be bruised
Your nonchalant behavior is driving me insane
You show just enough concern to keep me in the game

You're not free to be with me, I'm just a thrill on the side
It used to be fun and exciting, but now I'm nauseous from the ride
I can't be mad at you, I wanted this too
But now I just want it to be over, I want to be over you